Hello from Kanas~
I joined this site last week looking for some kind of hope as my veterinarian diligently searched for the reason my sweet Kinsey was in renal failure.
She was tested for Addison's, Lepto, given sub q fluids, put on 2 antibiotics and 3 other meds hoping to see some kind of improvement. Every test result came back negative as her creatinine and phosphorus levels continued to climb higher and higher and she continued losing weight at about a pound a day.
By Thursday evening I knew in my heart that my lil girl was not going to get better and Friday morning her doctor confirmed my worst fear; so with a heavy heart I made the hardest decision there is as a pet owner and did the loving, caring and humane thing and let her go.
My home is SO empty without her. Everywhere I look, I look to see her. I miss the sound of her nails on the linoleum floor in morning when I make coffee and the way she always cleaned my kitchen floor of every crumb. I want to call her name, but know it will only bring me more pain when she doesn't come.
I know they say time heals all wounds, but this is one wound that will NEVER heal.
If anyone reading this has had a similar experience, I would appreciate hearing about it.
Broken and tearfully,
Janice...and in memory of Kinsey
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Thank you everyone for your kind words, thoughts and prayers at this difficult time. Even though I don't you personally, the love of our Corgis brings us to this site and forms friendships across the miles. May God bless each of you for your kindness.
Treasuring the memories,
Janice (and in memory of Kinsey)
Hi Janice,
I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know that time really does heal all wounds, but I think in time, you find a way to cope with it. I have not been in your situation, but can only imagine the depth of the pain you feel in your heart. I send to you heartfelt thoughts and prayers.
My friend is going through the exact same thing right now with her beagle Sara. I made a post in the discussion forums asking for prayers and advice for her. She's been in the emergency hospital all week getting fluids, but her numbers continue to climb. My friend is so afraid of losing her girl; she brought her home today and needs to give her subcutaneous fluids twice a day. Now it's a waiting game. They were doing tests for leptospirosis, but I don't know the results...I'll have to ask.
I am so sorry to read the sad news about Kinsey. My boy Bruce is in controlled renal failure, a scary place to be.
As you said time really doesn't heal all wounds, you will likely always shed tears in memory of Kinsey. But as time goes by you will also be able to remember the happy times and it won't be as painful. I lost my special boy almost 3 years ago. He was 11 years old and after a long fight with various health issues we finally had him feeling good and acting almost like a puppy again. Then New Years Eve 2009 he got scared by some fireworks and fell on our hardwood floor and injured his spine. After several vet visits and consults over the course of a week we came to the decision that he wasn't going to get better and we decided the best thing we could do for him at that point was to let him go. Even though I have my little Franklin now, and love him with all my heart, I still have nights when I remember my boy Raulie and cry. But over time those nights are getting farther and farther apart and I can think about the good times and talk about him without crying. Working in vet medicine I have come to learn that often the best way to help your heart heal is to bring a new fur baby into your life. Not as a replacement, but as a friend to help you heal. Just know you did everything you could for Kinsey and she was lucky to have such a loving mom.
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