Hi All,

We went to the vet this morning because Mocha's lymph nodes were swollen, it happened over night, the vet took some blood, we got Mocha to stop bleeding after 6 hours, turns out his platelet count is very low. The vet is going to refer Mocha to an oncologist on Monday, in the mean time I will monitor him closely.

Two things the vet and I can't figure out:

1.We don't know why his lymph nodes got so big in the last 24 hours?

2. How did his platelet count got so low? What exactly is causing his body to attack itself?

Please keep Mocha in your prayers. I feel like I heaven't been a good dad to him due to me being away - taking care of grandpa at the hospital :(

UPDATE#2 Apr 21 - 9:41pm

After consulting with 4 different emergency vets within the Toronto area, we have a new game plan and it is a double edge sword:

We will treat Mocha with Prednisone / Doxycycline.

if Mocha reacts to this treatment positively, we may just bought some extra time for him but at the same time murky the Lymphoma diagnosis for the Oncologist.


Mocha reacts to this treatment well because it was truly due to a legitimate tick borne disease / other infection. 

On the other hand...

IF Mocha doesn't react to this treatment, he may not live pass this weekend. So, we've made the decision to do something rather than NOTHING at all. 

Thank you for all your prayers, I really appreciate it.

UPDATE#3 Apr 22 - 7:50am

I slept for 4 hours, only to find myself in tears typing this. Mocha never left my side, this is not his style, he's always been independent and choose to sleep wherever he wants. Every breathe he takes sounds like a loud snore due to the size his lymph nodes, it's comforting to hear he's alive yet it breaks my heart to hear him breathe like this.

My wife and I cried all night, at the back of our head we already know this could be Lymphoma, all the signs are pointing in this direction, I'm selfishly hoping its just a curable tick borne disease. A million thoughts went through my head, how could this happen so fast? It was only a couple of weeks ago I took Mocha to see grandpa, everyone was praising how handsome and smart he was. Lord, how much I would give to see my boy's signature smile again? I want to see that nub wagging again. Something is terribly wrong and my head is not ready to accept this reality.

What I'm witnessing right now is only the beginning, do I have the strength to walk down this path with my friend? How do I make sure I'm not doing this for my own selfish fantasy? I just want Mocha to feel no pain. Perhaps this is what heart break really feels like? God please give me the strength and wisdom. I'm supposed to host a brunch in 4 hours, how am I supposed to do this?

UPDATE#4 Apr 23 - 7:46am

Doxy and Pred are doing their job, Mocha's lymph nodes did calm down enough for him to breathe better. However, we are not out of the woods yet. Due to his platelet count being SO LOW, he does not meet the minimum requirement for chemo in the first place. The vet and I talked yesterday, he wants Mocha confined, he doesn't want him walked / bumped / bruised / due to possible internal bleeding. 

While I was entertaining guest / patting Mocha yesterday, my prayers were answered, I was able to catch a glimpse of his signature smile. It reminds me to appreciate the little things in life, treasure each moment because they are not forever.

I am at the hospital all day with Grandpa today, Mocha is at home with Vienna (my other corgi). I will talk to the vet sometime today, we'll determine what the next step is and when to take further tests because we can't do anything when Mocha can't stop bleeding.

I want to thank each one of you for writing, you have no idea how much it means to me and my wife (Silvia). We try to read them while we're on the go, sorry we may not be able to reply to all of them, but those comfort words do bring a smile to our face. Thank you once again and have a wonderful day!


UPDATE#5 Apr 23 - 6:34pm

Silvia just got off the phone conference with the vet / oncologist, cytology report came back - Mocha has Lymphoma :( Approximately 2 months to live. We will continue to limit his activity (avoid internal bleeding) and follow up with the vet tomorrow or later this week.

I overhead two chemo patients exchanging bucket lists on my lunch break today, their positive attitude and laughter changed my view.  Instead of drowning in sorrow, I will focus on Mocha's living quality and creating new memories with his remaining time.  "A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones" Proverbs 17:22

MyCorgi.com exist because we got Mocha back in 03, we wanted to create a friendly community for owners to help each other, Thank you for all your well wishes and private messages! I hope you will give an extra hug and kiss to your corgis today, live life and laugh :) 

PS: I'm open to bucket list suggestions :)

UPDATE 6 Apr 25 5:27am

I've been up since 4am, couldn't fall back to sleep.

I took Mocha back to the Vet for a check up yesterday, he is now anemic, which means the cancer had already spread to the bone marrow (stage 5 Lymphoma). His gum is losing its colour, he is bleeding somewhere in the GI tract, black tarry stool. We are still waiting for his latest blood platelet result, it'll be in today. 

From the outside Mocha is doing super, he had his signature smile when I let him sit in the front passenger seat, he loved watching the traffic, I snapped lots of pictures. He also love meeting new friends, I caught his nub wag yesterday at the vet, little gesture like that made my day.

While we were on our way to see grandpa last night, My wife and I started discussing euthanasia, its  not a topic we want to talk about but a much needed one. We didn't get too far, I was trying to hold back tears while driving, my wife was balling her eyes out. It was very hard putting our game face on for grandpa.

Grandpa was super high last night (anti-psych rx), he was in an exceptionally good mood, even advised us on helping Mocha with Chinese medicine. It's been a while since we had a good laugh at the hospital, a much needed one.

After we got home, my wife suggested we take pictures in our photo studio. Mocha and Vienna were smiling the whole time. I was holding Mocha while taking pictures but I can't seem to relax and smile for them. My wife picked up on it, I'm a terrible liar.

I have no problem falling asleep, but once I wake up in the middle of the night, I can't help but recheck Mocha's respiration rate, I jumped at any sound he makes. 

It's 6:10am, I need to get some sleep. 

UPDATE 7 Apr 27 9:18am

Grandpa was discharged from the hospital yesterday, so I have more time to take care of Mocha now. Blood work came back, platelet count is up, red blood cell is down (boo), white blood cell is up (boo). During the day time Mocha is quite normal, at night his respiratory rate kept us up. We know if it's greater than 30 breathe per minute = clear sign of distress, but it always gets better in the morning.

My wife and I have finalized Mocha's euthanasia plan, we will have it at the vets office instead of home, we did ask the vet about donating his body for education / medical research, but apprently U of Guelph don't need any this year. Public cremation is the choice we'll make and the total cost will be $2XX CDN. I'm so glad that we were able to talk about it and made the decision together, since the plan is now in place, we can focus on the spoiling now.


I just took Mocha out, he made a healthy colour poop, NOT black and tarry!!! I'm sure the neighbour thinks I'm crazy, weird asian guy dancing with a bag of poop :) YES, healthy poop makes me smile.

UPDATE 8 May 4th 12:04pm

Thank you for all your prayers and messages. Mocha is doing well, his respiratory rate is still a bit faster than I like, but his spirit is good. He is comfortable enough to sleep / roll on his back, put a smile on and look forward to everything we eat. We took him and Vienna to visit grandpa last week, he was back to his charming self and made the family smile :) 

Mocha is no longer on Doxy and we've also stopped using sulcrate + to line his stomach. Right now he's on Omeprazole once daily and Prednisone every 12 hours. Due to the pred's side effect, Mocha drinks and pees a lot, so I have to take him out every two hours, it reminds me of his puppy years.

We will take Mocha in for another blood work soon. wish us luck :)

UPDATE 9 May 15th 12:54pm

We just got back from the vet, he is very pleased with Mocha's progress and gave him the okay to the dog park.

Mocha is losing weight still, currently at 23lbs, we'll need to step up the spoiling and fatten him up, stat!

There must have been 50+ dogs at the park today, all the dog walkers are out. Mocha had a great time, did several chest bumps and messed with the big dogs :) (video)

The family will go camping @ Bruce Peninsula national park this weekend, it is Mocha and my favourite place.

this pic was shot 2 years ago.

Thank you for all your prayers and messages, we are doing ok, taking it one day at a time.

UPDATE 10 Jun 13th 9:52AM


We had a great time camping a few weeks back, here' a video for those who missed it.
Mocha is doing ok, appetite is good, his weight is stable, but still losing fat around his skull area, it feels very boney to the touch. He sleeps good, no obstruction in the airway, prednisone is doing its job.
I still walk him everyday for 1hr, however he looses coordination, stumbles at times , taking it slower on stairs, he cannot jump into our car on his own anymore.
Due to all the extra human food we give him, he's becoming more entitle and "daring", he snatched food off my hands several times, always giving me the smiles, hoping for more food.
2 weeks ago we invited the church youth group over for bbq, it was all good until they started feeding Mocha onion (destroy red blood cell), time after time we told them not to feed our dogs any human food, they ignored the warnings, sigh....so we had to induce vomiting on the spot / feed Mocha charcoal pills. Note to self: Some teenagers cannot be trusted. (boy i'm getting old)
I finally got around to get some Bacon, you can watch the video here. I think Mocha likes the sausage more, or may be he's saving the best for last?
We're having a father's day pool party this Sunday, Mocha was never a fan of water, so it'll be another day of yummy food.
LAST UPDATE: July 30th 8:46pm
I was cooking some chicken for Mocha this afternoon, Mocha came by and slept on my foot. I gave him a neck massage as usual, he took his last breath after several minutes. I held him in my arms for 2 hours, waited for my wife to come home. All the family members said their goodbyes.
It was peaceful, his eyes were open, with a smile on his face. I'm happy that his last moment was spent with me, it was all I ever prayed for.
I am lost for words right now, forgive me for taking some time off. Thank you for allowing me to share his stories with you.

The update continues on another thread... Aug 1st 5:58pm

Thank you so much for all your messages, our phones were beeping non stop from notifications. Your words brought tears to our eyes and we are filled with love.


I took Vienna to the vet yesterday, the cytology result came back today, she also has stage 5 Lymphoma. So this thread will continues and I'm starting another bucket list for Vienna as well.

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Thank you Marianne, well said!

Sam - my heart is breaking for you and your family.  And even though I've never met you, Silvia, Mocha & Vienna - I feel like I know you all.  And I know Mocha is an incredibly special dog and the creation of this site is evidence of that.  Mocha has such great parents in you & Silvia that I would bet his life has been and will continue to be extraordinary. 

Sending lots of love & strength your way....

Thank you Jen and Robin, we loved your wedding pictures! Keep up the good work with Orlando meet up! I'm sure we'll get to meet in the near future.

Like everyone has said, we are soo very sorry that this has happened to the dog who is responsible for this amazing community. You will not be alone, as we are all here to offer support, kind words, or an ear if you need to talk.

I hope you, Silvia, and Vienna will make Mocha's life full of fun, happy memories, and lots of silly photo's. As for Mocha's bucket list- I know you would take them to the beach here in Fla. Maybe take the family down to the beach, and let him squish his toes in the sand, and maybe a grilled chicken sandwich as a snack afterwards. Car rides are also a plus. Windows down and lots of sniffing. I know you said he must remain relatively stress free, so I am trying to think of other activities that would not be too hard for him.

Your family has been added to my prayer list. I know that sounds cliche', but it is the truth. I know he can't read this, but if you could let him know how special he is to all of us here, and that we are praying for you all, sending lots of corgi snuggles, and our corgi's send extra sloppy kisses for him.

Thank you Libby and Dyddy! Grilled chicken sandwich sounds great! Mocha love car rides!

I cannot even begin to fathom what you and your wife must be going through now.  I am so very sorry that this has happened and I hope that you receive the love and support that you need throughout these remaining weeks. 

I never quite know what to say in situations like this, but I hope that you are able to focus on the good, positive things in Mocha's life and find a way to make his remaining time as enjoyable as possible.  As for his "bucket list," I'd say let him do anything and everything he wasn't allowed to do before.  Counter surfing, elaborate meals, stinky things to roll/lay in, someplace fun to swim/play, something to chew/shred that he wasn't allowed to chew before...

Thank you Jen, counter surfing would be nice :)

We just lost our little Abbey Roads a couple of hours ago.  She ran out the open door we didn't know the front gate was open  too.  She got hit by a truck.  She saw a dog walking across the street and didn't see the truck.  My 10 year old son and his father and I are devastated. An hour before the accident I caught her on the dinning room table eating my sons peanut butter and jelly sandwich.  We were in a hurry for little league baseball practice.  I didn't  get mad at her  because he was getting ready and I wasn't surprised that she went for it given the extra time it was on the table unattended for.   I hand made that peanut butter too. totally with love.  We are so sad. Thank you for posting about Mocha because I think we all our experiencing such deep pain.

I read this this morning and cried for you. I am so sorry for your loss. Abbey Roads will be waiting at the Bridge for you. She's watching over you from above. Remember that nothing is lost, only changed. There's new star in heaven tonight... Much Corgi love, Caryl, Hunter, Pippin, and Tanner


Oh Sam, I was hoping for better news.  I am so sorry.  I have no words to make you feel better, except that God promised to love all things He made, and Mocha will go to a better place where he will wait for you.  I truly believe that.  Try to make each day special...take lots of pictures.

One of the things I always enjoy doing with Seanna--when we go to Kansas, I let her be a dog, not a pet.  We go run free in the fields, go where she wants to go.  She chases wild life, sticks her nose down in holes she probably shouldn't.  She jumps in the pond and gets muddy from head to tail.  She rolls in dead stuff and cow poop, and loves every stinkin minute of it.  It is literally her favorite place on this earth.  So perhaps every day let Mocha do something he really wants to, but you normally wouldn't let him do?

The time that they give you too is just an estimate...my mom and dad's dog has liver cancer.  They gave him six months to live over two years ago.  You'd never know he was sick.  Hopefully you will have longer than two months, but he will let you know when he's ready to go.  And we will be here to help you through it.

Thank you Jen, I believe that too :) I love the open fields, i can just see it, thank you for your suggestion!

Lots of pictures and maybe a calender with just Mocha so sorry to hear


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