I never posted before but needed some comfort. After 1 year of all family members getting bitten badly, 2 trainers, 2 behaviorists, vet checks, meds and many scary growling incidents at other people we had no choice but to bring our beloved corgi back to the breeder who then euthanized him. Needless to say rescue would not take him nor could he be re-homed.
We made the difficult decision after the last violent attack which lasted for a good part of an hour. Our home became an unsafe place and we and the experts believe he was not well.
Regardless, I am so sad and can't stop crying. I keep doubting myself and wonder if we had done something different if he could've lived out his life. I don't know how to get over this guilt and grief. He was a wonderful little guy with a great personality until these episodes occurred which were becoming more frequent and intense. Also, they started as early on as 3 months.
In trying to decide whether to get another corgi I am wondering if most of you had an easy time training your corgi. I'm wondering if we would always second guess ourselves with another one.
Thanks for listening. This is so hard.