Its officially been 2 days since we lost Juni, and its not any easier. I catch myself daydreaming of her sitting next to me in the car on our way to Petsmart, or her laying at my feet so I could rub her belly with my toes. We loved that dog to pieces! I also started crying in secret since it makes my 2 yr old sad when I cry. When does it get better?

I'm so thankful for everyones comments, thoughts, prayers...it makes me smile knowing so many are thinking of her. Too bad no one ever got to meet her; she would have LOVED a corgi meetup. I can't stand that she's not around. I can't stand that the pics we take from now on will exclude her. I can't stand that we didn't get to say goodbye--or the thought that she died without either of us there for her. I especially can't stand that I love her, but don't have her.

We're moving Max inside permanently. My husbands gonna be off for a week, so we'll start crate training him. I don't want to risk something happening to him; we still don't know what happened. I heard maybe she got a frog, but I don't know if she died from messing with a frog.

Anyway, thanks again to everyones comments, they mean a lot during this time.

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Comment by Ada on May 6, 2009 at 6:39pm
Thanks for posting the short videos, it put a smile to my face. I can say that at least I got to see her in action.
Comment by Lou Ann Lemaster on May 6, 2009 at 8:39am
My deepest sympathy to the loss of your precious pet. I know the pain is great right now, but do talk about Juni, and cry while you do it if you have to. The more you speak of your pain, the more it will ease. Will it ever go away? In time, it will. How long will it take? No one will know but you. Before you know it, you will speak of Juni with a smile on your face. It took me quite a while after I loss my first corgi, Sissie, many years ago. Now, when I look at Duncan, I catch myself thinking of her more and more, and with a smile.
Comment by Susan Stanton on May 6, 2009 at 8:27am
It will just take time, lots of time. We rush our grief too much. I look at my Bertie, who is in every way my furry soulmate, and the mere thought of his not being here is more than I can bear to think about - so the reality of your loss of Juneaux so unexpectedly, so young, it must just be awful. I understand your wanting to protect your little one, who maybe can't quite get why you feel so sad -- but when you can, just let yourself feel whatever you feel, without feeling embarrassed, or that awful "shouldn't I be over this"? Hug your Maxie, your baby and your hubby, and eventually, slowly, the acuteness of your pain will lessen, but your memories and love for Juneaux will always stay with you.
Comment by Boo Buchheit on May 6, 2009 at 7:56am
I am so sorry for your loss. I could not bear for something like this to happen to my pups so your grief is not a mystery or anything to be ashamed of. Are you having her death investigated? I would have to myself, not knowing would drive me crazy.
Comment by DR, Nala & Simon on May 6, 2009 at 6:34am
Oh no! I am so sorry. A big hug for you. Please, do talk about it. We understand.
Comment by alli on May 6, 2009 at 6:11am
there are loads of us listening and crying with you much love today and tomorrow and every day after xox
Comment by Tauna and Kota on May 6, 2009 at 3:11am
I also missed your first post :( I am so sorry to hear that. It is hard for a while. It will be a sore spot for forever, but it does get easier. it takes a while. But grieving is a good thing for you to do. Cry. It helps a lot. If you can't cry in front of your kiddo, I agree with Sam. Bath time/shower time is a good time to cry. Keep talking about her. It will make it easier to grieve. Hugs to everyone. Lots and lots of hugs!
Comment by Geri & Sidney on May 6, 2009 at 2:21am
I missed your original post and had no idea that this had happened. I'm so, so very sorry. My heart goes out to you; what a terrible tragedy. Go ahead and cry...we understand.
Comment by Nicola Porter on May 5, 2009 at 9:10pm
It is hard, keep talking to us here about Juni, we understand. We are here for you.
Comment by Bev Levy on May 5, 2009 at 9:08pm
It does get better but it will be hard. Just know that this is a place where everyone understands.

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