or at least that's what mum and dad are saying. they're upset with me because of few little "incidents" that happened today. so mum really made me mad today. she used me! she told addie (my toddler big sis) that if she didn't straighten up and fly right that i would take her place in the car. mum and addie were supposed to go to grandma's house today and work on aunt rachelle's baby shower invitations. addie was being so bad! she wouldn't let mum change her smelly diaper or dress her. so mum threatened her with being left behind and said that she would opt to take me instead. i was so excited! i just love going to grandma's! that means i get to play with squeakers and hopefully grandpa will throw around the ball for me. so she got me all excited for nothing. i wanted to cry when they left without me. though i wasn't left completely alone (dad stayed behind) i missed mum and addie terribly. i didn't want to do much of anything after that. dad opened the door for me to go out to do my business and i didn't feel like it. dad insisted since i had yet to do my morning business. he asked me nicely but i was much too upset. he gently tapped my bum to head towards the door and i bolted in the opposite direction. i was so upset and nervous from before that i had an accident. dad was none too happy since it's been forever since i've peed on the carpet. then when mum and addie finally came home we all went to the front yard for some light gardening at dusk. dad tied me up to the big tree so i can enjoy in the ambiance as well. unfortunately i wanted to help mum out with the watering so bad that i ate up my leash. dad had to put me inside and that was it for my time outside. it seems that the last time i went out i had some poo stuck to my bum. i had no idea! so when dad put me inside after i ate up my leash i scooted across the carpet. mum was very disappointed in me and told dad "this is the worse ein's ever been!" i am so disappointed in myself :( oh and did i mention embarrassed?