I'm now to the point in my journey of sorrow to write about losing my special friend Corky. We rescued Corky 11 years ago in the ASPCA in Mass. He was a lovely tri color Pembroke that we fell in love with at first sight. I've had a few furry friends in my lifetime, but he was our first Corgie. He was my best friend. I loved him more that I can even express. He was truly a memebr of the family. He had lymphoma and the vet told me I had another month maybe two with him. I was heartbroken and didn't know quite how to take the sad news. It first I denied it, but it did sink in after a few days. Corky could hardly breathe last Sat. and I knew the time had come like the vet said it would. I tried not to cry, but I couldn't help myseft. I didn't want to upset Corky anymore than I had too. We were that close. When I was upset he would always try to comfort me. We went thru alot in 11 years. Job transfers, moving, etc. He always took things in stride. I wished I could have been more like him. We brought him to the vet to have him put to sleep and I was overwhelmed with sorrow. I didn't want to upset him so I treid to hold the tears back. When he passed over to the Rainbow Bridge I went out to the car and cried like a bady. I'm the type of person who never cry's, and my wife was really worried about me. I have to say I have never felt the pain of death ever in this way. I know it was the right thing to do, but I'm still haunted with the memory of my best friend on the vet table. I could write for day's about the qualites of this little guy. He was my hero. He had all kinds of health problems (that's why they were going to put him down when we rescued him) but he never complained or wimpered. He was my rock at times. I will always remember him for the fighter he was. He may have been a little dog, but he had the heart of a lion. We can learn alot from our furry friends. I will miss him dearly, and do. RIP Corky and I will be with you again someday. I will NEVER forget you.