The darkness of night brings the darkness to my heart

If funny how night time effect mood. I'm laying here in the dark, the only one left awake, and I just start feeling the sadness creep in. Sometimes it's overwhelming. I miss my companion Tally so much. She was so gentle, attentive, and could always sense when I needed to pet her. She will never be forgotten. Ein's not quite there yet, but she's still a rambunctious puppy whose a pretty self centered. LOL She'll get there. I'm lucky to have her helping me through the grief. I suppose going to sleep would be the best thing for me right now. The lightness of day will make things bright and cheery again. Good Night!

Heather

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Comment by John Wolff on January 18, 2011 at 12:36pm: Sometimes when those sad feelings creep in, I reach down and grab Al from the foot of the bed and drag him up to do teddy bear duty. It doesn't even wake him up. He can sleep with his eyes open. Wish I could sleep like that. If he could comprehend the full weight of his responsibilities, he might not be able to.

You can still love Tally even though she's gone.

It's a good thing you have that puppy to be so important to.

Comment by The Geek's Wife & her Corgi Ein on January 18, 2011 at 10:46am: Thanks for the kind words ladies. I appreciate it.

Comment by Kitty Kirwin on January 18, 2011 at 9:52am: I understand your grief I wish you love and hugs. It just takes time. Ein will make you smile and tell her about Tally it helps. I tell Gwenie about her brofur Jack it helps with the grieving process. Sending you Corgi hugs and kisses.

Comment by Cindi & Twinkie on January 18, 2011 at 8:48am: I'm sorry to hear how much you are hurting. We are sending mental snuggles and hugs!

Comment by Bev Levy on January 18, 2011 at 7:46am: Ein will make her own special place in your heart so in the meanwhile stay strong! Remember the smiles she gives you each day!

Comment by Rebecca Marie O'Bryan on January 18, 2011 at 5:56am: i know the feeling.night time is so peaceful it makes u think of everything while u lie there. i am sorry for your loss. it is always hard to deal with that sadness of losing a best friend but just know that she is always with you and waiting to see u again over the rainbow bridge.