Brain Tumor...? (Sorry, it's really long) ...update with new picture!

It's really a long story, but please read until the end.  I'm pretty sure it won't disappoint you.  Please have some tissues ready though.  

When we picked Dee Dee up from kennel (dog hotel, really) back on August 13, we immediately knew something was wrong with her.  She was trembling, and when I touched her face, she yelped.  I went back inside and talked to the workers, and they had no idea or noticed anything wrong up to that point.  I trust them since Dee Dee has been going there for years since they opened, and I knew they really liked her.  But it's really hard to keep an eye on your dog at home, so at kennel, it would be really hard to notice anything wrong...

I took her to the vet next morning, and the vet couldn't tell what was wrong with her, but she could tell that she was in pain.  They gave us pain medication.  They checked her neck and spine too, but she didn't show any particular area that hurt.  My family was visiting (from Japan), so I took them out for lunch and decided to wait until giving her the medication until we can be home to monitor her with new medication.  When I got home, she was curled up in the corner of the bathroom, trembling more, looked like hard to coordinate balance, and drooling.  For a second, I thought she was having a seizure, so I called the vet immediately, and took her in. They said she was not having seizure, but just in a lot of pain.  They referred us to emergency clinic where they have ultrasound.  X-Ray and blood test were done, but nothing...  They did checked her neck and spine again, but she still did not show any sign of particular pain there, so they suspected GI issues.  She had ulcer in April that took forever to heal, so they thought it might had something to do with it. 

At emergency clinic, (at this point, I'm just crying and crying...) the doctor did the neck and spine test again, and this time, she yelped hard.  The vet said he saw slight narrowing in her neck area, and suspected the Disc Disease.  He said to keep her quiet and on "crate rest" (like bed rest, but not as strict as bed rest).  He gave us steroid hoping that swelling will go down enough that she can be more mobile. 

Next day, she still seemed in pain, but we kept going because we could see that she was still so happy to eat food (so Corgi, right?!) and looked happy when we gave her a cookie.  But then, I started to notice some neurological symptoms, such as preferring left side and going around in (big, but) circle.  Then, she started having "accidents" inside the house.  She hasn't had any pee accidents since she was about 1 1/2 years old!  I was concerned, so made an appointment with a Neurologist.  We talked to her, she observed Dee Dee, and she agreed that she may have some neurological problems.  We decided that we needed to know what was wrong, so went for the MRI.  I knew it was going to be really expensive, but lucky for us, we were planning on buying a new fridge, so the fridge fund just became Dee Dee's MRI fund.  

When I got a call from the vet, it was devastating.  She said it was bad, and asked me if I "wanted to wake her up".  What?!  I was confused.  She said that some owners choose not to wake them up since they are already under the anesthesia and can go peacefully.  I wanted to be really selfish, and said, no.  I hadn't said my "good-bye" to my girl, and wanted to have that chance.  Not to mention my husband and I always talked about when the time comes, we want to let her go either at home or in the car (where she loves), not on the cold metal table at vet's office (where she hates).  The vet showed us the MRI, and she was right.  It looked really bad.  She said it seems like she has a pretty big tumor on left cerebrum.  As I listened to her, I looked at Dee Dee and just cried.  She wasn't looking at me, but just stared at the corner of the wall...

My husband and I decided that we will see how she does at home, and make decision on what to do.  When we got home, she walked and walked and walked.  She didn't know when to stop, and just kept on walking.  She has forgotten how to sit or lay down still.  We had to forcefully make her sit, and only then, she realized she was tired and she rested.  We really thought that was the last night we would have her.  

All sorts of things went through my mind.  When was the last time she gave me a kiss?  Was the last time she slept on the bed really the last time?  Would we ever see her ears go down and back because she's happy?  Would we ever see her wagging butt?  These thought just made me cry even more. 

But then, we started to see a little bit of Dee Dee the next day.  She sat on her own, reacted to her name, and slowly, she was coming back.  The vet said that symptoms were from the swelling around the actual tumor, so the swelling must be coming down.  In about a week, we had (almost) old Dee Dee girl back.  But we knew this was temporary.  That darn tumor was still there, and take her away in matter of days?  weeks?  But at that point, I was just so thankful to have that opportunity to see her wagging tail, coming when her name is called, and smiley, slimy kisses.  :)  When she gave me a kiss, of course I cried.  My eyes were just constantly red as you can imagine. 

When we were with the Neurologist, she told us about the clinical study happening at UC Davis Vet School, and she said it might be worth contacting them.  We talked to them, and decided to go for it, not because we wanted our Dee Dee to be the lab rat, but this was the only chance to actually remove the tumor, possibly have longer life with quality, and at same time, eventually save dogs and humans with brain tumor.  We wanted Dee Dee to be not only just a cute Corgi, but to be a part of the legacy of helping future brain tumor patients.

 

We met with the professor and residents, and both my husband and I felt comfortable leaving Dee Dee in their hands.  We didn't want to do it somewhat because steroid has worked so well, by then, she was almost like old self.  The decision would have been easier if she was visibly sicker.  But the professor (vet) said that she has less chance of complications when she's well... so as hard as it is, now is the better time.  What made us feel better about this was that 1) we could quit any time, any stage of the trial, and that was completely up to us, 2) they remembered all the names of the previous dogs who went through (or started) this trial, and 3) of course, I hate to say it, but they were going to pay for all the treatments.  

Next day, they called and said that she had ultrasound done, and her GI looked pretty good.  They informed us that they will perform biopsy in the afternoon, and let us know how it went.  The call came in the afternoon, and the vet said "I have a minor bad news and really good news".  I was expecting that good news was the her tumor is the tumor they are studying, and she qualifies for the trial.  He said, "the minor news is that we had to shave Dee Dee's head.  The good news is that she doesn't have a brain tumor".  I couldn't believe it.  Did he just say Dee Dee doesn't have brain tumor?  Did he?  Really?  I had to ask him again and again.  He was laughing because he said that these are the types of news he loves to give, but don't get to as often.  He was talking so fast, I just had to ask again.  Are you sure??  I was crying again, but this time, for once, it was tears of joy.  

He said that at last MRI, she must have had big hemorrhage in her brain, appearing to be a brain tumor.  He said after they shaved Dee Dee's head, she was ready for drill and needle for biopsy with CT Scan guidance, so they can go into the exact point of tumor they want.  When they looked at the image though, there was nothing to biopsy on.  They were puzzled, so they took her to the next room to MRI which you can see image of the brain much better.  They confirmed it.  No tumor.  There is a little bit of what everyone thought of a big tumor, but mostly gone.  This was on September 10.    

I thought we were going to lose her real soon.  We still can, at any time since she's an old lady at age of 12.  But this whole incident, the emotional roller coaster (lasting almost a whole month!!) had taught me to love her with all my heart (even more than before), and appreciate the little things (like her snoozing next to me while I type this).  I'm just glad that I chose to "wake her up" after MRI, even though it was my selfishness which wanted to have a chance to say goodbye to her.  

The whole time we were going through, we knew it would have been "the" time to let her go if she stopped enjoying her food.  She never did.  She always got sparkles in her eyes at meal time and cookie time.  We knew she was still there.  

I attached the BEFORE and AFTER picture.  She looks funny with shaved head, but I rather have that than not have her at all!  Now, we are just enjoying Dee Dee's smile and waggling butt again, hoping that this will last for a while longer.  :)  

UPDATE:  She now has her own hat so she can play in the sun!  

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You know this story didn't make me cry at all... In fact it made me smile. You were so blessed. The sad thig is my husband isn't a huge animal lover like me so if anything happened like that he told me he wouldn't pay for it... I can hardly take them to the vet now because he says he doesn't want to waste the money. :/ hope it never comes down to something like this. Im very happy for you!!!!

Great news!! And she still looks beautiful with a shaved head!

Oh my goodness! What a rollercoaster! I was so afraid it was going to be bad news, and all I could think was I'm so glad you and Dee Dee got to have that amazing photoshoot with AJ so her happiness could live on forever in those photos. SO happy to hear that it wasn't a brain tumor! UC Davis is just amazing! I'm also so happy that you chose to wake her up! What a difficult decision. Crossing my fingers for several more happy years with your girl!

We were talking about the photo shoot a lot.  We were so thankful for Anthony changed the shoot date very last minute to accommodate my medical situation.  If he couldn't accommodate us, we were going to wait until September or October until temps went down.  The whole time we thought Dee Dee had tumor, we kept talking about how we were so lucky to have those happy, lively Dee Dee captured forever in the pictures.  

What I would like to tell everyone is to not to wait.  If you are "thinking about" doing pictures with your dog, just do it.  You never know how many more months, or days you have with your dog.  We don't want to think about those days, but if you don't you will miss out and regretting about it when it's too late.  Thanks for introducing Anthony to us!  :) 

I am so glad to hear that it wasn't a brain tumor! What a blessing/gift. We just had our photoshoot with Anthony on Friday and we were talking about the pics of Dee Dee as well as Franklin and Kirby - and he mentioned that you had gotten the news about the brain tumor. I'm sure he'll be glad to hear that she doesn't have one!

Thanks for letting us know that Anthony has been coming down to this area or I might not have gotten around to contacting him. I'm so excited to see the pics he took of Chewey. He took a bunch at the beach as well as some in the redwoods at a local state park (Nisene Marks). I hope Chewey turns out to be half the model yours and melissa's were :-> All I know is Chewey was exhausted after the shoot. He fell asleep in the car before we got a mile down the road. I'll post a link as soon as they are ready.

What a wonderful story, with a great ending. Just like us human types getting a 2nd or 3rd opinion is sometimes really important.

Hi Alex,

My eyes are filled to the brim with tears and streaming down my cheeks, but like you, when you heard the news that Dee Dee didn't have a brain tumor, I'm so happy for you I can barely contain my emotions.

We recently went through an extremely emotional and trying ordeal with our beloved Winston, who was only 10 1/2 years old, and sadly he's no longer with us.  Needless to say, when I hear about any situation where things turn out well, I am so, so very, very happy for everyone involved.  At one point a lot of people dealing with what was going on with Winston probably would have put their pup to sleep, but we opted to bring him home and care for him and that turned out to be the best decision we could have made.  Primarily because it gave us two more weeks with him during a time when he was healing from his problem and doing really well.  Unfortunately, during the surgery to sew up a wound he had on his back right leg that had healed completely, he aspirated and two days later he developed pneumonia and died.   It's only been five weeks and we're missing him so much and every day is still really difficult, but we loved him so much and we're very grateful we had him for so many years.

You have a wonderful gift of writing and I raced through every sentence of what you wrote right to the end.

Enjoy your darling Dee Dee.   My best to you and your husband,

Joyce Randall

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I am so sorry to hear about your Winston.  I knew in my head that this day was coming because of her age.  Winston was only 10.  :(  We all know that our beloved dog family member will more likely leave this world before us.  That's the trade off that God gives us for having someone who unconditionally loves us.  10 years or 12 years, it's always too short.  I am thankful for the chance to enjoy Dee Dee a little bit more.  Thank you for your kind words.  My thoughts are with you and your family.   

Thank you Alex.  We agree it's wonderful that God has given us these wonderful creatures to love us unconditionally.  10 to 12 years is definitely too short, but even if they had life spans of 40 years we still wouldn't be happy would we ?  : )  My husband says it's the grace of God that purebreds all look the same so when one dies you can get another one.  Of course no two dogs are the same, but a new Corgi is going to bring us a lot of joy and we'll always see Winston in his or her eyes ! 

Fabulous story, thank you for sharing! and the moral is, let the loves in your life know how much you care. Life's short, get the biscuits!

I'm crying...I'll admit it.  But I'm crying for joy for you!  What wonderful news that the majority of us never get!!  I am so happy, and I have to admit it, she's kinda sexy with a shaved head.  Please keep us updated....I love to hear good news!

Oh, I'm so happy for you--I can't imagine how to make those hard decisions if it was Griffin.  Extra hugs for him today--and yes, I'm crying, too!

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