teddy is in heaven now :'( <3
teddy bear is now in heaven with God and the angels as me and my husband weep because we miss him so much. his death was so tragic and happened so fast i fear i will never find peace with in my self as it feels as though i lost my child as me and teddy shared a very special bond with each other. what hurts the most is that today is his 2nd birthday :''( i had all his gifts ready and i was going to make today very special and at the end of the day i was going to make him a cake.
he died on Tuesday night and in a way i blame my self for what has happened because i made the decision to go out that night. right before we left we played tug of war for a bit and then played chase so he would be tired for that after noon. he had already has walk that day and i am at least thankful my husband was there so we all had one last walk together :'( right before i left i looked in his eyes and told him to be a good boy, i never knew that would be the last time i would ever look into his beautiful eyes again.
when we came home he didnt greet me at the door as he usually does. my heart sunk. he had gotten into the trash and got a corn dog bag over his head. his body was already stiff and he was so cold. his tongue was purple and the whites of his eyes were red and wide with panic. me and my husband cried while holding his little body asking God "why" as he was the most loving dog u would ever meet. so sweet and gentle. we called a friend to drive us to my work as they have a freezer for cremating dogs. it was the last place in the world i wanted to take him but i didnt know what else to do. at the clinc me and my husband held his body telling him what a great friend he was and that he was the best corgi anyone could ever ask for. we said are last good byes and petted him for the last time. the house just feels so empty now, i dont ever want to get up in the mornings now because he would always greet me with a waging nub and kisses just because his mama, me, was up.
i am thankful for the time God gave me with him as he truly was a blessing. i love him with all my heart and soul and its just so hard to think he died like that i couldnt be there for him :''( we had so many great memories together such as when we took our first walk together, teaching him his first trick, taking him home to see my family, and this year he learned how to swim. the bond we had was so deep i swear i could read his mind. i always knew how he was feeling. i would have taken a bullet for this dog if i had to i love him so much. he was always so trusting of me and knew i would take good care of him no matter what. i made sure he was on the best food, always had a variety of foods on his kibble, i brushed his teeth, every Sunday he got groomed and i ALWAYS made sure he got his walks and if it had rained the day before and i couldnt walk him i would take him to the field so he could run. he would chase that ball or stick and he would fly across the field and theres nothing in the world i loved more than making him happy. i always wanted to be sure he was comfortable so i used harnesses instead of collars.
he loved people and children so much that he always welcomed them and wanted to say hello. he was always so gentle to little children. if they wanted to pet him he would lay on his side and wait patiently until they were done. he was to most gentle and friendly dog i have ever known.
Teddy, me and papa miss u SO much that we cant even express it. when i get your ashes back they will always be in the family room and i will be sure to pray to ask how u are doing. i know u are in even greater hands but the pain in my heart still hurts. u were such a wonderful friend. if i was ever sad or sick u wouldnt leave my side for even a second because u wanted to be sure i was ok. i will really miss our cuddles on the couch in the after noons and how u would get so excited when i asked if u wanted "noms" or a treat and u would jump at my face and lick me. i will miss our afternoon walks as i know u enjoyed those. i will miss taking u to the field so u can chase that stick, theres nothing like watching a happy corgi fly across the field and running back with a happy look in your eyes. i will miss u always bringing us your rope toys to play with because u loved tug-or-war so much. i will miss u greeting me at the door, seeing u after a long day at work made everything better. i will miss u greeting me in the morning with your kisses to get me up.i loved looking into those beautiful eyes he had. dark blue in the middle and then they were light blue on the edges.
u were my best friend and if i could have one wish it would be that u could be here again. we love you so much little buddy. i will see u one day at the rainbow bridge
the petco pictures i posted about are the last photos i have of him. those were taken on sunday. please, i beg u, dont leave bags on the floor and when u throw them away cut them open to prevent this from happening to u.
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Permalink Reply by Geri & Sidney on
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I was going through the new members so I could say hi when I came across Arthur's profile. I thought I recognized his last name, and as I read more I saw references to Teddy. I kept thinking "no, no, not Rebecca's Teddy" and I was starting to cry as I searched for your post. I mean, I will always cry for any corgi, but when I realized my fears were true my grief increased. I just couldn't believe, still can't believe is was the beautiful Teddy who is so well known on this site. I've never met you but I feel like I know you, after all the stories. My heart aches for you, as my tears are starting again. Earth's loss is heaven's gain, as I am sure Teddy is comforting others with his gentle spirit and humorous antics. May you and Arthur find comfort in each other. Someone else mentioned the book "A Dog's Purpose"; I've read it and I recommend it. It will bring such a heart-healing understanding about what it means to have he love of a dog in our lives, and how death does not have to mean the end.
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Permalink Reply by Rebecca Marie O'Bryan on
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thank you :'')
im so glad i meet u on here. u have always been so nice me on here and like you and everyone on this wonderful site has always given great advice and support. arthur wanted to join the site after he died as he is also in grief. it is hard to believe that he is gone and each day i still miss him and wish he was by my side. i didnt know teddy was so well known on here, i am very glad you and everyone loved him
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Permalink Reply by Jane Christensen on
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A Dog's Purpose? (from a 6-year-old).
Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.
I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.
As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.
The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker 's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.
The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives.
Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, ''I know why.''
Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. It has changed the way I try and live.
He said,''People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?'' The Six-year-old continued,
''Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.''
Live simply.
Love generously.
Care deeply.
Speak kindly.
Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:
When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.
Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy.
Take naps.
Stretch before rising.
Run, romp, and play daily.
Thrive on attention and let people touch you.
Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.
On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.
When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.
Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
Be loyal.
Never pretend to be something you're not.
If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.
When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently.
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Permalink Reply by Caryl on
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Jane, thank you for posting this - I just found it as I was going back through the posts hoping that I hadn't really read about Teddy.
I am crying again here - for those who loved Teddy..., and Baxter, and Conan, and for all those who have left us too soon. They are in heaven without pain playing and waiting patiently for us to join them. We are left behind to pick up the pieces and move on with heavy hearts and tears in our eyes. I am comforted by the thought that nothing is lost but only changed. Someday we will see our beloved again and all will be well.
rebecca and Arthur, you are surrounded by the arms of the Corgi Nation as you grieve - and we grieve with you.
Caryl, Hunter, and Pippin
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thank u Caryl,
i am so thankful to have such great friends on this site. i hope to see my little buddy on the rainbow bridge. i hope as i type this that he is in peace and eating as much cheese and ice cubes as he wants while he waits for us
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Permalink Reply by Jennifer Markley on
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Oh Jane--what a wonderful post!
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thats so touching, especially coming from a young boy and what he says is true
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Permalink Reply by Laura & Lola on
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I am so so sorry... My heart is breaking for you & your family right now..
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Permalink Reply by Ronalyn, Chris, & the KIRBSTER! on
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I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine what you're going through.
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Permalink Reply by Suzi, Zeus & Valentine on
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I am so sorry for your loss take comfort that in every picture he was smiling and looked so happy with you and felt so loved by you, maybe god needed a doggie angel
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Permalink Reply by monkeyfish on
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I am so sorry for your loss. {{{hugs}}}
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Permalink Reply by Exinilda Enna on
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Oh dear God Rebecca.. I am so so sorry! My heart just broke... there is one thing I believe and know in my heart he will find a way back to you. These special babies know when they are loved and when he finds the right moment he will come back to you. My prayers are with you and your family.. Big hug from us. A special kiss from my Sebastian to you.
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